MeeMoOo’s blog

mood : missing him so muuuuuuuuuuch

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انت مثل العمر مره في حياتي ما اتكرر مرتين ؟

والله لو لي عمر ثاني والله لا اعيشك مرتين !

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WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN THIES DAYS ?

1- Yesterday i bought a new laptop =))) HP

It's really good one and really aoesome ! with full features you want ( Except that i have had to buy a bluetooth connectoin - but tiny one )

2- I bought tow T-shirts for him from Banana Republec =) also AMAAAAAZING watch from ARMANI >.<

3- I really don't know what i have to buy for his mother ? ( my fiance's mother ) ?

4- me and my sister desided to buy a diamond ring for my mother

5- I also bought a really NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICE sleeeeeve for my new laptop =D BTW it called

(( CHOCOLATE ))

I hope you all enjoy ur day =) and also that you had a great weekend >.<

hiiiiii ,,

I really miss him ! ,, i even don't want to think about him at all ! because when I think about him .. I really want to c him in the same moment !

Today we went to the DownTown Aquarium ,, we had fun .. but not this MUCH !?

Tomorrow we have an appointmet in very GREAT center for massage =)) woooooow I am really excited =)

We went to Vectoria Secrete .. It's really Auuuuuuuuuuuuuuuusem !! ,, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW .. unbelivable, colourful, stylish ...... etc .. I buouht a really niiiiiiiiiiiice stuff =)))

ummmm

what elese I have to say ??

I guess I have nothing to say for now =)

cu

Place : In my sister's appartment in Housten - USA

Mood : Miss him so badly

Me and my sister HERE in USA .. visiting my sister + LoLo + Dodi .. We are in Housten .. but you know .. Housten is a really normal city ! .. it's not reall AMERICA !

Anyway

I really have a great time here with my sisters .. we went to Galaria mall .. i really like shopping here .. but i don't know what i have to buy for my mother in low as a gift ! .. do you have any suggestions ?

we have a frozen yougert .. it was really YUUUUUUUMY = ))))

next days we will go to look for brid's dresses .. i really hope to find ONE !! because i haaaaaaaate enoo adawer a8meshaaa oo at3ab oo a5ayeee6 !! inshaaaaaaallah eny ala8y

Next Friday .. we will go to visit my sister's friend .. AMERICAN FRIENDS .. i reallyt excited to visit them =)))) we will have dinner with them = )) .. WANAAASSA

but you know

i really miss HIM = ((( I figured that i really can't live without him ! OHHHH .. I want to c him knoooooow = (

ummmmmm

but the good thing that he is missing me all the time = )

cu

hiiiii everyone

Today is the last day here in the volunteering work ,, I don't know if I will miss the atmosphere here in work? but even that I will be back after 1 month maybe ,,

it's 9:00 am now ,, I feel really sleepy + bored + worried! + tired !

Maybe I will go now to Dunkin Donuts ^.^ to kill the time and refreshing ,, I will get some capachenoooo & maybe Bosten Cream also I will buy a news paper or a magazine

suddenly! I feel BAD ! .. I don't know what happen with me = ( I want to go out ! and breath some fresh air ! ummmmmmm

I have nothing more to say

BYE

Time : 9-19 am       Place : Work

Reading : Worod fe mazbalat al wa8e3

http://alfrasha.maktoob.com/showthread.php?t=504379&page=3

Mood : Sleepy !

Breakfast : Martadella sandwitch + Pepsi

Hiiiii everyone ! Ummmmmm .. I reallly feel sleepy today !

Yesterday is a really BAD day ! I have a big fight with ...... ,, I really felt more than terrable ! .. i can't tell you what happened exactly ! but what was happened was really SHAI YZA3EEEL  ! .. because I feel like (( I don't deserve this from him   )) ! but after along time he sent me a messege and told me we should forget about everything happend,, i send to him

TZALNY OO AJY LE R'6AK OO A7EBEK OO AR'6A BEL WA8E3 !!

Ummmm ,, but to be honest ,, he really hurtes my feelings ! .. I was really SHOKED about what he said to me ! and the reason was tooooooooooo SILLY !! .. ummmmmmm .. but i decided to rethinking about my attitude with him .. even that we r good enough together now .. but .. i have to put more RED LINES with him!

But even that i really LOVE him

after few days I will fly to STATES .. WOOOOW ..   Finally i will see my sister !!!!!!! .. I didn't see her for one and half year ago !! .. can you beleive this   !! .. I really miss her and miss my nephews soooo much ! .. and also .. I am really exciting because it's my first time to go to the STATES .. WANAAAASA ..  I will buy special stuff , clothes , make up , baaaags , ........etc afcourst for my wedding =D (( my jehaaaaz )) .. and if you want anything from there .. let me know .. (( just kidding .. la t9adgooooo hehehehehe .. ))  la la beee freeee to ask

I am now in the work - the two weeks voluntering work ! - and tomorrow will be the last day for me here .. then I will go to the states .. and after 1 month .. I will come back to work .. to start my new work =)) with a very good luck  

Yesterday .. mom called me and told that they will go to Bahrain and asked me if  I want to come .. Me and - - - - .. when i told him .. he was excited and he said,, Afcourse we will gooooooooooo ... he really likes going to Bahrain .. especially with my lovely family =) the most important thing when you will get married is that you have to make a good relashionship between your family and your fiance  .. because thies tow will be your priority in you life ! and the good thing that he LOOOOVES my family ALL OF THEM ^.^ in the same time they like him soooooo much =)

I want to buy a new perfume but yesterday I couldn't decided what to buy ? .. I liked LOCOST the pink one .. but it's very old ? .. do you have any suggestions ?? and I want it for daily use .. so I don't want a strong one ? like Miss Dior for example .. ?

Anyway !! I have to stop now =P !

CU

Mood : thinking about 1000,000 things that i have to do !!

SUBJECT : GOOD NEWS

FINALLY i have something to do =D

I applied to a GREAT hospital and they give me now training as a volunteer during tow weeks .. after that i will go to USA as i said in the last post .. then, when i come back i will join the department in this hospital as a training and it depends if i am capable or not =$ I really like the atmosphere here, I have my own office, Internet, and my coffee machince =D the people here are very nice ppl, they are very frindly = ), my work from 8 to 5 everyday. 

 Ummmm i feel so comfortable with my new job, i have my own responsibilites, I have to sleep early, I have to wake up early and the good thing that i will have a SALIRY =D and afcource when you have a JOB you feel WOOOOOW because you have something to do .. you don't have to think about silly things because you have nothing to do !!

but to be honest I really miss my family, because i am working in a deferent city ! and it's far away ! only in the weekends !!! = ( i really feel lonely ! i don't have friends here ! I really miss my father, mother, my sisters = (( brothers and alllll myyyy friends and my ROOOOOOM = (( !! YESTERDAY I ask my selft (( How can i live without my family !! and only see them in weekends )) ,, but you know! .. the good thing is that my fiance is lives here and in future i will live here also ,, so when i think in this way .. even now or after few months i will transfare to another place and the same city that my work is with my husband ! so .. i feel like why i lose this chanse !! and lose this VEARY GREAT JOB ??

ummmm what do you think guys ?? is this a wright desision ?? or what do you think ??

anyway ! it's 4:28 now .. I don't now what is my plans for today .. but in the weekend i will see my family .. it's the first time being away from them ! it's really difficult thing !! if you are with your family now plz appreaciate them and love them because you don't know when you will be far away from them !!

cu and waiting for your comments

listening to : 6lbtk - a9ala

wathching : Fight club

Reading : Why men lie and women cry ?

time : 12 : 43 am

feeling : BAD

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انا ابغى حبنا راقي يودينا بعيد هناك

لدنيا ما بها فرقا ولا كذبه ولا غدر

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everyone is sleep in this moment ! i used to be alone all the time ! i hate when i feel that  i am the only one who lives in this big world ! do you feel like this some time ?

anyway

i really feel so BAD ! i have a fight with ........ ,, i want to get over it ,, i want to stop thinking ! but i can't ?

sometimes i hate my way of thinking ! .. i hate everything comes to my mind ! .. i hate the way i talk with others !

when i feel bad my sister told me >> " Do you like DRAMA !? "  .. ummmmmm .. yeah may be she is right ?

after one month i will go to USA with my sister .. we will go to see my other sister there .. but the one thing i worry about is that i am afraid of planes and flying =$ so,

HOW CAN I CALM 18 HOURS IN THE PLANE ??

ummmmmmm

i don't know if he will come this weekend or not ? i sent him an e-mail and explain to him why i told him what i told ! .. but he dissappointed me by ignorense ! .. he told me " thanx , i am really not feel good about what you said to me, but when i red ur email i feel better , i am busy now , goodbye ! ", then he didn't call me or send me anything ! even before he go to bed ! but i decided to waiting 4 his reaction because i did what i have to do ,,

End time : 1 : 00

What are you ashamed of?

when i make someone mad of me for nothing = (

Eating : I have Double melt pizza from Dommenoz Pizza for my dinner

Watching : Heroes + Brothers and sisters

Reading : http://alfrasha.maktoob.com/showthread.php?t=310673&page=44

Feeling : So BAD ( Missing someone ! )

ummmmm, Long time didn't write here ! , i want to write in Arabic but i change my mind because i really want to improve my English language !

things i want to do or i wish that it will happen :

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I want to see ------- immediately !!

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I want to go to AMERICA to see my sister = (

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I want to believe that -----------------------

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I want to be more patient

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I want to appreciate others !!

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I want to be less sensitive than i am now !!!!

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I want to make a good relationship with others !!!

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I don't want to be such a selfish person !!!

ummmm

that's enough = ((

My nick name :

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering”

My mood :

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Today i feel more stronger than yesterday, i feel like that everything will happen it's ok for me! it dosn't matter! really it dosn't matter! If you want to live your life and enjoy it, live it ( oo enty mfahya! ) y3ny .. don't wait for something to happen and don't wait for someone to come to you! don't wait anything !

JUST LIVE !

live you day .. smile, listen to your favorate music, chat with your friends, call them, drawing, write your blogs as you used to!, send nice e-mails for everyone who know, watch your favorate movie again and again!, watch TV, dancing!, eating, coocking, learn something new, make new friends, clean your room, and do what you want to do if you have FREE TIME to think about someone who never think about you !!!